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I have been guilty Of kicking myself in the teeth


Jag försöker verkligen.

Kämpar, för hela mitt liv. Låtsas att allt är bra, bättre. Eller, jo men det är bättre. Faktiskt. Sakta men säkert. Tror jag. Men varje gång jag testar mina gränser, fysiskt och psykiskt, ramlar jag ner en bit igen. Tårar i själen, ledset hjärta. Sorg.


Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb, in bloom

Down in a hole and I don’t know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don’t understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won’t let himself be

Down in a hole, feeling so small
Down in a hole, losing my soul
I’d like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they’ve put all
The stones in their place
I’ve eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, losin’ my soul
I’d like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
(Oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb, in bloom
Oh I want to be inside

Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, losin’ my soul
Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I’d like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied


 

Author

Bror. J. Carlzon

Märklig, egensinnig, envis, argsint, passionerad, lat, försjunken, skrivkunnig, ordälskare, musikälskare, kärleksälskare. Bland annat. Skriver om kärlek, bipoläritet, politik, religion, katter och hundar.

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